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عضو مسجل
تاريخ التسجيّل: Feb 2008
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why?????????
The boy cried to God andΠasked :
Why did I lose her ?
God replied:
You didn't lose her...
She just went away in life to discover how much she needs you...
Boy replied:
I can't acceptΠlosing her forever !!
God replied:
If you lost her forever, then she didn'tΠsee or discover what you really are...Π
Boy replied:
God I tried hard to make her see me...why didn't she recognize me ?
God replied:
If she didn't see you now, maybe life can teach her to see you later,
If she just doesn't see youΠlater, then you should let her go forever...
Boy replied:
I even tried to make her love me...
God replied:
I createdΠone soulmate for everyone, one who would love his mate without being told, so you don't need to tell her who to love...
Boy replied:
I just had that much love to offer her, why just she didn't takeΠit ?
God replied:Π
She just might have other needs in life now, anything else except love,
At one point in her life if she feels she needsΠlove, she will just remember allΠthe love you had for her and she will just know the difference...
Boy replied:
Black is the colour of my true love's hair,
Her lips are like a rose so fair,
She's got the sweetest face, gentlest hands and kindest heart,
I love the ground where on she stands,
I can still feel her beneath my skin,
I don'tΠfeel anybody, I see nobody, I need nobody but her...
Now, How am I supposed to forget her ?
God replied:
You won't forget her,
Just release her piece by piece,
Piece by pieceΠany of myΠraised storms starts and then settles down,
Settle it down Son, settle it down...
Boy replied:
But, Each time I start to release her, I just face memories of moments with her, and it just weakens me even more.
God replied:
If you are falling to the ground, then just keep on falling cuz at the end you will reach the plain floor...
Boy replied:
AndΠthe sound of losing someone really kills me !!
God replied:
YouΠdon't lose someone:
who don't want u,
who don't need u,
who don't see u,
who don't work hard to deserve u...
So Don't worry about people who don't make it to your future, cuz there is a reason for that,
Move on Boy, Move ahead...
Boy replied:
But God, I wish her many many things,
I wish her Days come easy and her moments pass slow,
and each road leadsΠher whereΠshe wants to go,
and herΠdreams stay big,Πher worries stay small,
and never need to carry more thanΠshe can hold,
I hopeΠshe knows somebody who will love her, and wants the same things too,
and always give her more thanΠshe canΠtake,Π
I hope she always forgive, never forget or regret,
I hope she always find God's grace in every mistake,
I wish This life becomes all thatΠshe wants it to...
God replied:
Boy, I see You really do love her...
Boy asked:
God I was wondering, will she ever ever be back one day?
God replied:
She will be back only if she truely needs you,
only if she truely knew what you really are,
If not, then she won't...
The boy said:
God, there were signs that showed that she didn't love me back...
*Sometimes the way thatΠshe acted to me made me wonder What I am to her,
*All times I'm trying To be part of the thingsΠshe do, just to get any space inside her world,
*Often I've askedΠher for too much ofΠher time Like I'm stealing,
*And when I dreamΠwith fear thatΠshe isΠleaving, I reach out for her & all I get is more distance away,
*Time after time when I have needed her help, she was not there,
*And when I am weak infront of her, afraid to lose her, she takes it an advantage over me or as if granted,
*And whenΠmy love seems the only conclusion that I'm guilty of, she doesn't Put her loving arms around me,
*It wasΠalways my earth moving too fast and spinning around her, but she wasΠalways busy moving seeking & following others,
*She was always concerned withΠthe bad negatives in my personality, with no patience or chance that she gives me,
*I still remember all the thingsΠshe said & all the wordsΠshe haveΠput into my head , I thoughtΠshe loved me, ButΠshe lied to me instead.
Are the signs TRUE ?
God replied:
You wonΒt see the true signs, if you donΒt want toυ
Boy confessed:
I wasnΒt able to believe the signs, wasn't able to getΠher out of my life too.
But, will she ever be back again ?
God replied:
Boy, if she is not yours, it doesn't have to mean that you are bad or she is bad,
it only means someone else is out there for you both...
Boy replied:
I just want to tell her I am sorry,
I am sorry for anything, sorry for any unintended harm, sorry it's not me, sorry I can't always be next toΠyou, sorry that life isn't meant to settle hearts down, sorry I hadnΒt enough chance, sorry that you didnΒt love me, sorry you didnΒt see me, sorry that you left meυAND I am never sorry that I loved you...
Baby You can always blame it on me, and I willΠtake all the blame instead of you...CUZ I LOVE YOU, WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUυAND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU...
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